Just to further tack on my point on sex. This dude that I didn’t even now that well got the phone number of one of my best friends from middle school and started asking for nude photos of her and he didn’t even no her. Not only pissing me off this, gave me a sinking gut feeling because I did that to my gf a long time ago and gave me and her the worse feeling evr. But if dudes start doing that to random women and growing girls we as a whole gender are going to look bad . Is that now what is considered being a man? No or at least I hope not. Then if it is I’m going to make a new gender. Back to my point these mother-fucking dudes that do this kind of shit should b punished for not having any conchence and die in a fucking hole for all I care. If the world is heading in this direction I’m sry for my children who will hAv to live in a world that is worse then mine. This fucking shit is happening all the fucking time and there is none to stop it. What is the world coming to ?!?!

So I came home today from school and laid on the couch and watched a little tv when my sister came down stairs told me that my cat was in heat. That gave me a feeling of ew gross and also why the hell is my little sis telling me that my cats whorny. That got me thinking about sex,and how I feel it demeans people to the point were people just want their body to feel good.than I started to think about myself and the stupid things u can do when you were a 13 year old boy. Yes I was huge pervert at that age but after I made my fist girlfriend feel like a huge slut ( which she wasn’t ) I felt really horrible. This is were at the young age of 13 I started to question my motives and others on just just why do we like people. Is it just because we men like the big boobs and a nice ass or on the opposite end of the scale for the women do they just want sculpted body of agod and big dick. But to me I feel I rather connect on a more personal level be with the coolest chick in the world then stuck with some bitchy Whore just to get some. But other dudes that I hang out with think that’s the way to go and call me many things like 40 year old vergin and a fag other shit like that just because I rather go out with the coolest girl in my eyes and have not just only a girlfriend but a great friend. This Is why I pisses me off when people see my girlfriend and laugh at her just because just a little overweight or isnt that hot or whatever. You know most people struggle with in their minds and cry over what people say about them and they cAnt do any thing to help about there problem. It is so hard to come by people that have the same values or somewhat close to mine. And when I do meet like that I know deep on the inside there’s hope for me in this world. Yea I might be a little weird but there’s nothing I can do it’s me so deal with it.